Pictionary

Two completely different pictionaries in one day. I know the last one is fun, family and fab (?). This one is fucked. Oh please, I don't even have to explain.

Somebody had loads of fun the other night.

Gross?

Loves it.

Hahahahahahahah...

Have to scram. I'll try to get some sleep. Got work later.

Pictionary

These pix are long overdue but what the hell.

This is what my Mom and Dad spent for me when they visited the capital of Las Islas Filipinas- cosmo Manille:

2 shirts from Topman
1 pair pants from Topman
1 shirt from Zara
3 pairs of sock from Puma
1 sando undershirt from Bench
1 brief from Bench

It's not a lot but I love them all. Plus I had grand time shopping with my parents. I really am so glad Mom and Dad are also into shopping. The whole family is actually.

I know I'm earning already. They're both aware though that I'm paying a lot for the bills and the rent so they treated me out to a little shopping and I treated them to dinner and Starbucks. That was fun.

Some brands I like/love:

I miss my parents. I miss home. I miss my brother and sisters. I miss my cousind. I miss my friends. Ugh. Whatever.

A Page From My Human Diary

hey bitch. i hate you! why were you not responding earlier when i needed you most? i met up with **** and the ass is absolutely not my type. the jerk said he's twenty-fucking-six but he looks a decade older. i swear to god i'm so freakin' stupid. anyway, it's ok i guess. he doesn't seem to show that much interest either. he did however make me libre- dinner and cab fare, while i paid for our starbucks. gawd. i dunno if i'm annoying you but you're my friend right? hahah... oh well, this baby is once again playing the wide open field. i know we're looking for different things there but i'll see you in the playground. hope we find our individual serious playmates. or something like that. anyway, i just had sex with another stranger. it's better to talk about all this on the phone though so... till then. keep in touch. and pls let me know you're still breathing there. GAWD. i've been calling and you're never picking up. you take care. hello to cuppy cake, your pot belly pig. arn-arn the arwana also says hi.

---I just sent this msg to a very dear friend. I don't know why I'm posting it here but whatever. What the hell. Anyway, I'm too tired to explain and blab so bye. Nighters.

Depression 3

I honestly don't know what to say. My housemates are not sleeping at our place tonight because they both have individual affairs to deal with, while I'm stuck there with the cleaning lady who's staying over 2 nights a week to do make our lives better. Ugh. It's annoying that I haven't been getting it on lately. If I want, I would've gotten a lot I mean there ARE invitations. I just haven't given in. All because I'm trying to get this serious relationship thing a shot. And but the one I have is far from serious, I can't even say that there IS actually a relationship. There might be something brewing but it's irritating the hell out of me. It's like we're stuck in some sort of gray area and we don't know where else to go. We've tried to move a few steps to figure things out and finalize whatever it is that we have but we keep screwing it up. And I'm not talking about screwing it up like dirty screwing it up. Not at all. Unfortunately.

Anyway, enough with that. I'm having commitment/relationship problems/confusion. Period.

I'm not going to waste precious bytes and minutes ranting about worthless crap anymore. Let me go ahead and surf away and hopefully feel better afterwards. Bye.

P.S.
Has anyone else heard of Glytone? I read about it thru bryanboy.com. I'm interested in trying it.

Fathers' Day

I have a headache. That's why I have to make this short.

Yesterday, my parents, brother and nephew arrived town. My brother and nephew flew off to the states at10 PM. While I went shopping with my Mom and Dad today, Fathers' Day. Got a little teary-eyed when my brother. We're not really emotionally but I like him and I will surely miss them both. My first and only (immediate) nephew is soooo adorable. I miss him already.

Anyway, like I said, went out with my parents to day who are here in town. They went with my brother and nephew to Manila to make them hatid and they took the chance to visit me. We shopped, using their card of course! Hahahah... It was fun. Mom and I split the bill cos I wanted to sort of treat them out since I'm already earning. Would have paid for the entire bill but Mom insisted, which is a good thing otherwise I would have broken my budget. Bubba Gump is not exactly a cheap resto so the food is expectedly great, matching the cost.

We also went grocery shopping. We'll visit Mall of Asia tomorrow and probably get a few more stuff.

As I've mentioned, I have a headache. Gotta go and get some shut-eye. Nighters.

Sickening, Stupid, Cheesy Affair

Hi. I'm a little febrile right now. I'm also a little pissed off. See, the empending romance that left me crying twice already went back this week, which is supposed to be awesome right? Not really. The twat is as insensitive as a rock. I hate it. I'm thinking that may actually be one of the reasons why I'm sick right now--love sick? Eww.

Okay, I'll be honest. It's been a really long time since I've last said 'I LOVE YOU' to anyone like romantically. Until yesterday of course. It' pretty patetic this "thing." Whatever. I want to hope things will work out well for the both of us but I don't know if that's possible. Gawd, what's up with me? I'm starting to think I'm so desperate I'm settling for this inconveniently, unconventionally, pathetically romantic relationship. It's a tragedy.

I'm confused. Just talking about this makes me sick even more. By the way, I've been catching on my sleep lately, it's crazy. I've slept for like fifteen hours in the last 24 hours.

Fireworks

I don't know what the occasion was, but there were fireworks all over town last night. It was spectacular. I dunno but it gave me a really great feeling as if I'm a kid again or something. Cheesy huh? Not sure but maybe it's due to the fact that I got romantically offended again for the nth time? Whatev. The fireworks display was just really beautiful nonetheless. I couldn't help but take photos.We're at the 26th floor so have a pretty good view of the city.

(The camera was running out of charge so I didn't have time to adjust the settings to capture the scene properly)

Before we I end this pictionary, let me throw one big cheeseball that's been in my mind since yesterday. "It ended even before it started."

How's that? Nighters.

Rainy Days

It's June. Say hello to rainy season. I dunno about you but I don't like rain unless I'm home having a movie marathon and bingeing OR somewhere having mind-blowing sex.

There's just nothing good about going out there and getting your shoes and pants dirty and muddy and icky. I hate it. Things are worse when you take public transport. Ugh. And Manila is like flood centrale so that makes things hellacious.

Anyway, I received my second pay at work this week. It's not that big. Damn those taxes that go straight to the pocket of those dirty politicians.

Went to the mall with relatives and someone who just arrived from the states. I played tour guide so I'm really exhausted. I was able to get lip balm and powder though. I really wish I'd be able to save up soon and finally unleash my inner shopping devil. I mean, I've been holding it for so long. Gawd. I hyperventilate everytime I'm at the mall, looking but not buying. I hate it. I've said it once and I'm gonna say it again; this the expensive price I pay for independence. Oh well, at least I'm earning my own money now.

I gotta surf away. Ciao.

Kudos! Kudos!

Hi. Oh my god I'm knackered to the bone. Just got off from work. My body clock'c fucked up coz our schedule got altered. From 3-11PM, it's now 5AM-2PM. How's that for battery? I only slept for about an hour and a half last night coz I'm not used to sleeping too early, like earlier than 1 AM. So here I am now, tired like a gang-raped cow.

I can't do up to the unit yet since there's fire drill going on in the building.

Anyway, I already graduated from training last Friday. Appaluse, snaps and standing ovation please.

Today was the first day of nesting/ taking calls with the supervision and guidance of mentors. It's great coz I got a kudos call. That's what they call it when the customer wants to talk to the supervisor and tell him what a good job the agent has done providing good service and patience and all, catering to the needs of the caller. And that agent is moi. Hahahah... Ahluvet.

Got lucky I guess.

I'm so exhausted though. I feel like a zombie.

Have. To. Sleep. Very. Soon.

I'm gonna try to update as soon as possible.

Ciao.

Depression 2

I'm just dropping by. I love this day. I passed the friggin' third week assessment for training! Ugh, work is such a bitch but it's pretty rewarding when you accomplish something. I love it.

Anyway, I don't really have time to elaborate everything simply because I'm too lazy to do that and I have to surf away online.

I have here some pics though. Taken the other night when I was depressed like hell.

Ohmigod. I just heard somebody from the 5th floor fell/jumped off. He's dead and still on the ground with blood everywhere according to my source. Might check that out later. Wow. Now that's depressing. I guess I'm still lucky, huh.

It Sizzled.

I'm just droppin' by.

Just had another round with my last you-know-what. Exhausted. But I like to think it's worth it. Just hope I won't have to pay the toll on tomorrow's big fat quiz. Or worse, this week's assessment.

I don't have time to blab right now but I just wanna say that I cooked tocino for dinner. I don't exactly enjoy fying since the oil tends to pop(?) all over the place and could burn the skin. I didn't have any choice though. It's either I cook or I starve.

I'm hungry. It's 3 AM and I have to sleep in a while. Nighters.

Depression

I'm depressed.

Sometimes, when you play around, people tend to not take you seriosly. I know for a fact that I haven't been in the field for too long to say that I've gone tired of it. But that's pretty much how I feel right now.

I'm sick of sleeping with strangers who don't intend to call you or communicate with you in any way after a night of indulgence. I want something more than that. I don't wanna get into the details since it's not really me to divulge these things but I just can't hold it in anymore. This void is getting bigger.

Last night, I did it again. Not that I regret anything as of the moment. But it just doesn't satisfy me that much anymore. It's cheesy and downright stupid but I was expecting something more intimate and lasting---like calls or messages the next day. Not just carnal hours of exchanging bodily juices. It's fucking frustrating. Especially after you've already tried reaching out and get nothing but hopeless responses.

I'm fucked up.

I don't even know why I'm about to hit the PUBLISH button but whatever. I have to at least try to purge this out.

So Clean

This has been a tiring day I thought one of my limbs would fall off. I love it though that I was able to do the chores like wash my clothes eventhough I really hate that. Laundry ruins hands.

I got a package from home today. My Mom is just so fond of sending me lots and lots of food. I love it. She sent crabs, shrimp, fish, chicken and even mangoes. Gotta love that. It's mother's day tomorrow and I don't have anything to give but a greeting. Oh well. Let's see.

I got my first pay today. I checked my ATM and it's there so I got about a fourth of it. Went to the mall and bought myself a bag, a magazine, a hair stick and had dinner with a somebody who loved to blab. Gawd, that wackedhead loves to talk. But I had fun. Clean fun that is.

So... with that notion, excuse me as I polish myself with some dirt. It's been a while you know. * Wink wink

Krispy Kreme and Work

Ohmigod. I haven't blogged in such a long time! Jeez, a lot of things happened. Been a long while really. It's like I died and got reincarnated long.

Work has been hectic. It's fun but grueling. There's a lot of studying and memorizing involved I don't know how I'm going to survive until nesting.

(I was reading a message from a really good friend in Iloilo who doesn't know that arwana is a kind of fish. I love her messages. So fun)

OK, so to make things clearer; I am currently in training to be The Next Top Travel Specialist. lol. If I get lucky, I will have to accept calls from America everyday regarding travel, transportation and accomodation bookings. It'd grounded on customer service so I'm gonna have to keep my sarcasms to myself when at work.

Anyway, enough about work. Gawd, I deal with that at least eight hours a day, five times a week.

It may seem like an easy job but it's not. I got assigned to the company' s premium so the training is really rigorous. This is definitely not one of those no-brainer jobs out there. It's very challenging actually and pays quite well. I'm not exactly gonna be filthy rich through this job but it's a good start.

Speaking of money, tomorrow I'm gonna get my first pay. I love it. I'm thinking of buying a new phone, a jacket, a bag, and some presents for family but I don't know. I'm not exactly getting that much am I? I'm just gonna save up for that phone I guess.

Living away from home has really taught a lot things. Aside from doing my own laundry and washing the dishes, I've really experienced how it is to do things on your own and not rely so much on your parents or anyone else for that matter. I, and sometimes together with my housemates/condomates, do the groceries and buy real food. You know, like meats and greens. I also go to the market to buy fish for our adopted pet arwana.

I just really can't wait to pass everything and get my money every fifteen days so I can shop and paint the town red.

I so miss my friends and family. I'd love to talk to them on the phone or even online. Ugh.

I really don't know what to say anymore so I think I'll end this here.

Nighters.

I love Krispy Kreme Doughnuts.

Manila- So Far

Where do I start? Today is labor day and it's the only chance I got to go online and whine and blab endlessly. My god, these past days have been soo... surreal?

I started work a little over a week ago. The first three days were great. Ugh. I haven't blogged for like a millennium I don't even know which one to talk about first. SO, I'll just opt for bullets.

Things I got myself involved in the past weeks here in Manila:

• Started work last April 23 and humuliated self when I had to complete the sentence "I'm hot because..." Ugh. Bithces laughed at cos they thought I said bitch instead of beach. Uh-oh, some people forgot to clear their ears. Fuck it though, I was back in the horse the second time I completed the same sentence. This time, they laughed with me, not at me.


• Met a few people at work. I swear to god that place is a melting pot of all forms of people. And I must say, there's quite a lot of cuties there.


• Last Saturday, my gang and I went to to our company's Summer Carnivale event. It was great coz after that, a cuosin treated us to what might be the hottest club in the metro, Embassy Supper Club. She was leaving for Singapore in two days we talked her into shelling out some casd before she flies away. Anyway, the place is nothing out of the ordinary. Of course it's not ugly but it's not spectacular either. I love the lighting though. However, what really ticked me off was the smoke. Gawd. I felt like I was in some sort of gas chamber a la genocide killings or something. But it was generally fun, the music, the people (ok some of the people), the drinks, the vibe, ahluvet.


• I have not gone shopping yet and I hate it. I've been doing my own laundry and house chores to save up. Gawd, I feel like a new person. A poverty-stricken, ugly beggar person. Hahahahah... Oh well, independence has its price.
  

I'm chatting with s friend right now and I don't have to for reminiscing. I'm gonna update as soon as I can. For the meantime, I have to memorize airport codes. And while I do that, I'll leave it to the pictures to tell my stories.

Arrival- The ego has landed.

Even my business class ticket couldn't accommodate all my luggage. By the way, I didn't know there's business class in the domestic flights of the third world. That was my first time.

The company summer party- there was a concert, free food, strange people, underpaid employees, yaddi yaddi yadda... I'm kidding. It was okay.

The real party begins...

Never mind my outfit. Everything was so sudden.

It was a good night.

Random Rants

Hair Talk
I had a P300 haircut today. I'm not ecstatic about the result but at least my hair looks mnore respectable now. I've been meaning to get a haircut. In fact, I wanna hunt for this salon(?) in Jupiter St. Makati where there's this Korean guy who cuts hair. The haircuts he does are apparently edgy and unconventional. I read about him in thew papers I think or magazine. Anyway, I didn't have time to scour the Makati district for this chink-eyed haircut master so I just went to Gateway's Menage Salon.

Do I have STD?
My two friends slash future co-workers slash hoursemates are scheduled to have our medical check-up tomorrow. That means I have to put a sample of my shit in a bottle or jar first thing in the morning. I hope the results turn oput fine.

State of Mind
About this whole boredom, uninspiration thing, well, I think I'm doing better. I hope I'll keep feeling better in the days to come. I mean really, I'll start working in two days and I'
m very anxious about it. I don't wanna screw up.

Whine much?

I have been bored these past couple of days. Not even Manila has cured this severe uninspiring state of mind I'm in. I've tried to be positive but it just doesn't work. What the hell is this, some sort of mid-life crisis or something? Gawd, I just entered my twenties.

To keep myself occupied and avoid negative energies that damage my sensibilities, I've been busy working out, running a few errands, processing papers for work, eating, watching Ugly Betty and reading. I bought two books on Monday so I can do something during the down times. I got Youngblood 3 and something from David Sedaris. I forgot the title but it has the words "pretty", "got", "me" and naked in it. I'm on Youngblood as of the moment. It's a compilation of essays by the twentysomething and younger Filipino youth. So far so good.

Anyway, back to my dilemma. I know all I do here is whine but whatever. Someday, I wanna be able to browse through this blog from a better place. Hopefully I'm all rich at that time and I'm wearing Dior Homme and Louis Vuitton and the rest of the gang. You know what I mean. And oh, by that time, I hope I'm somewhere in Paris or London or Brazil partying my ass off with a lover... or two? Hahahah... whatever. Here I go again with the daydreaming. Gawd, I can't even think of the job I'll start doing this Monday. I really don't know what to expect but a fully air-conditioned office swarmed with yuppies. Oh well. It's my first job so what do I expect right?

I can go on and on with the whining and the dreaming but I gotta go walking with my friend/housemate at the Baywalk. She flew in this morning. We'll be living together with another friend/schoolmate./ She'll arrive tomorrow. All three of us will try to stand each other living in a 2-bedroom condominium unit and work in the same office. No major complains so far on my end.

Lots and lots of luck and positivity for me. Ciao.

I don't what title I should have for this post but it concerns my trip to Manila.

I'm finally here in Manila. It's just strange coz this whole trip doesn't really excite me anymore. Maybe because I'm here to work and not to shop my ass off like the last times I went here? Gawd, I'm so old. I'd have to live on my own means now. The thought really scares me. I know how impulsive I am. Shopping malls are the enemy.

My cousin and I went to Mall of Asia (biggest mall in this part of the world I think) on my first day. Had an okay time there. I was really tired from all the going out and the lack of sleep.

I've been working out by the way. I'm trying you know. After all that booze I downed this past days, going to the gym makes perfect sense.

I'm supposed to post pictures I took when I left the airport going to the condo but I left the camera at the unit. Anyway, I'm too tired to recollect the things that happened in my first days in manila. There's this one thing that stands out though, two words: hook up.

I'm tired and my body is in pain everytime I move a muscle. Wish me luck. Lots of that. I need positivity. I need zest! Whatever. Nighters.

Hello Alchy

Went out with brother and cousin again. And then my sister went with us in the later part. I'm hammered. I've been drinking four nights in a row. Hello rehab.

Packed my stuff today. Things are getting serious. Departure is nearing. I'm getting more anxious. I hope I'm hoping for happiness, improvement, stability, success and love. Whatev.

I'm really not sober right now. Good night.

Going Out

Hi. I'm about to go out with my relatives to celebrate a cousin's college graduation. Hot.

Today was okay. Yesterday however, was quite better. We went to the beach and I flew a kite. And then last night, for the 4th time in a week, I boozed up with my brother and another cousin. It was fun but I hate it that I think I'm getting fat. Well, I don't think I'm fat but I gained weight. And I have to do some abdominal excercises, like, soon. I seriously have to lose this shiteous belly. It's not that big but I despise flabs. Gawd, why is it just so hard to tighten my mid-section? And it doesn't help that I've been liquor-chugging alcoholic lately. Ugh.

I'm gonna end this post. Have to fix myself up.

Jinxed

Once again, I'm hammered. Had brandy (I think) with my brother and cousin. It was fun. I can't even type properly right now.

By the way, my flight, which was supposed to be this Saturday, has been postponed for some complicated reason. I'm not happy about it but whatever. At least I get to hang around at home longer. It sucks though. I was totally psyched. Ugh. I don't even wanna elaborate too much on this subject. The more I talk about my plans, the more they don't materialize.

I don't have time to whine right now. A little tipsy here. I gotta go. Nighters.

For Dreams Slash Delusions

I'm back home from what could be my last trip to Iloilo in half a year. That's a long time.

Yesterday was quite a Monday. Hahah... It was filled with "excitement". Ahluvet.

Anyway, I met up with friends. No. I met up with friends and we slept together.

The girls got a little emotional when I had to say goodbye. Actually, I got a little teary myself, thanks to those bitches. It's gonna be quite a while before we get together again. And you know what lengthy separations do to relationships. *sigh* Oh well, God knows what we'll be like with each other a year or two from now.

Here I go again with the drama.

Bottom line is, I'm soo sooo soooo thankful to have found such great friends. Really. College wouldn't have been the same without them.

I've been saying I'm leaving for Manila in half a week and I still don't have a friggin' ticket. How awesome. I'll deal with that tomorrow. Gawd, there's like a million things on my to-do list. I really should start packing tomorrow. I mean really, I have what, three days left?! Ugh. By the way, airlines should really increase the baggage weight allowance in their flights. Seriously. Otherwise, I'll be hopelessly broke by the time I get to Manila for hauling excessive crap.

Transition

Hi.

Current mood: tensed/anxious

I'm really getting concerned. In less than a week, I'll be flying to Manila to work there and live independently and pobably rely only on my own hard-earned money. It's exciting. But the thought of leaving home for not less than six months is quite scary. I know this new level of independence will bring about a lot of positive rewards but the responsibilities and the risks are massive. I'm still up for this challenge but I can only hope I'll last. I really don't want to go home broke, jobless with horrible stories about getting mugged and fired from work and how I can't stand my new lifestyle. Ugh. That's really a nightmare.

I wanna be rich, succesful and if possible, famous. I wanna bask in the glory of triumph with the world at my feet. Hahahah... Dreams. Ahluvet.

But seriuosly, this whole transition is getting me worried. God knows what lies ahead. Jeez. Listen to me. This is what I want! I've been looking forwar to this! Ugh/ Oh well. I might as well give it a shot. I just hope everything to be safe and have fun, try to savor every experience and it's all good.

Anyway, I was soo hammered last night. I had one too many drinks with my brother and cousin at the beach. It was crazy. I don't even know how I handled it but I downed a total of seven bottles of beer. I have to admit that I'm not exactly a hardass drinker but that's quite a lot of booze I had last night. That was really fun though. First, my brother's baby/my nephew and my sister joined us for some chicken and pork barbecue. Then, an hour later, there's the three of us chugging away. I had a great time.

That's all for now. Gotta hit the sack in a while. Still have to wake up early and go out of town for some business at school. I know, summer is heating up, and I already graduated but I still have to worry about school. Awesome. Whatever. I hope to hang out with my friends.

Happy Easter. Nighters.

Is this life or a bullet train?

It's Good Friday and we're going to join the prosession this afternoon just like we do every single year. It's funny how other peolple, especially folks in the province observe lent very intently and follow every single tradition while others take advantage of the holidays and go on a vacation, booze up and party. Oh well, I respect everyone's decision. It's your prerogative. And quite honestly, I really wanna be in Boracay right now and tan myself crispy and party like it's my birthday.

Gawd, I miss Boracay mucho mucho.

I was in Iloilo last Monday (province) and Tuesday as well as half of Wednesday (city) to visit rlatives and process my NBI clearance for this job in Manila. Man, was that a trip.

Since I no longer live in that apartment I've been renting for almost three years, I had to get a cheap space where I can leave my things, sleep and bathe. I had my target spots and budget. However, thanks to my bowels, I ended up spending five times my supposed accommodation allowance. In short, I had to shit so badly while looking for a place to stay in, I just had to go for the nearest because shit was about to shoot out of my ass. Seriously, I just didn't have time to go somewhere else because my stomach was going balistic. I had to ignore the price just so I can use the toilet and avoid littering all over the streets. Ugh. That's some expenxice shit right there. Anwyay, it's all good. The place was fairly nice and it somehow saved me from public humiliation.

On the serious side, I'm leaving for Manila in a week for a 6-month working contract with a company in Makati, the capital's business district. I'm anxious. I dunno, it's strange how everything is getting serious. I can still vividly remember how I spent my first days of college in a university where I barely knew a soul and in a city over a hundred kilometers away from home. Oh well, memories. I'll miss my friends the most though. The mayhem we are when we're together. I guess everyone in a circle of friends think of it that way. We could all agree that the craziest, wackiest times we've had are spent with our closest BFFs.

Back to my career venture, two friends and co-workers and I are going to stay in a condo. We're gonna be renting the place. I love it there because of the environment. I like meeting new faces in the elevator each ride. I like the rush. I would know, I stayed there for almost two months last year when I had my internship.

Wow.

It never fails to amaze me how fast things are.

Life zooms. Drama anyone?l

Pictionary

It's been days since my graduation and I'm finalizing things for this job waiting for me in Manila. It's holy week and I have been anything but holy. There's so much to do before I fly to El Manille. Thank god I already have a place to stay in. Anyway, I don't have time as usual. So I'll just resort to a pictionary.

The photos were taken on the night of my graduation after we had dinner at Emilion. It was fun playing around the hotel room.

That's my sister in the background. That's hot.

Those are my cousins this time stealing my thunder. Ugh.

Own it.

I'm floored. lol

sup?

Chic or cheap?

Whatev.

Nighters.

Yesterday

Yesterday, March 28, 2007, was graduation. It's surreal now that I think about it. Wow, it's been four years and I've finally come to this. I'm officially a student no more. I can still remember how I felt during my first day in college. And I hate firsts days of class. That was really depressing. Imagine how difficult it is living somewhere else on your own. I think if there's one thing that college truly instilled in me, it's independence. I'm very happy about that.

A lot of people say high school will always be the best time of one's school life. Hmm... I disagree. I think high school is fun but a little shallow. College has depth. It's like high school one big movie, while college is reality, err... maybe reality TV. Nonetheless, college has been an amazing ride. I learned, I love, I won, I lost, I experienced college. Ugh. I am in such a dramatic mood right now.

I was actually reading this card that a really, really close friend gave me yesterday during the ceremony before we were playing Yes or No--It's this thing we do when we're bored where we ask each other whether we'd sleep with these random people that we spot or remember.-- And voila, I was in tears. Jeez, I'm such a sucker for good memories. It's actually the good memories that make me cry more, not the bad ones. God knows how much I appreciate the people that touched my life in the past four years. I'm going to terribly miss my friends.

I had such great times with you guys. You're one of the best parts of college. Nostalgia will haunt me because of you. Thank you so much for the both the good and bad times.

By the way, I missed the processional part of the ceremony because I was late. I was so freakin' busy pigging out and lounging at the hotel. Then I realized I forgot my shoes. Ugh. Long story. I was late and I my tie was not properly put. I had to ask help from somebody from another section.

Anyway, after the almost five-hour ceremony and the picture-taking extravaganza, my family and I went to dinner. We had a reservation, courtesy of moi, at Emilion Restaurant. It's this nice place by the river that serves great Filipino food. I filled myself like crazy with sinigang, crispy pata and what not. We enjoyed the yummy food and we savored it al fresco.

At about 11 PM, we went out bar-hopping, danced, drank. I was with family and friends and money. Hahah... That was so much FUN FUN FUN! I love partying with good company AND unlimited time and budget. Oh well, who doesn't?

We capped off the debauchery with coffee at La Terraza. There were only four of us then, family. That was also a nice time of laughing and talking.

I can't think/write very well right now because I still haven't slept decently as of late.


That's enough for now. Nighters.

Body Pictionary

It's 5 AM and I'm still up like an excited cock. Insomnia is a hard battle, really.

Anyway, I've been online for at least five hours and I finally have the time AND guts for this pictionary.

The body is a temple which should be regarded highly, sacred even for some. Which is why you gotta fucking praise the following pictures! Hahahahahah... Enjoy!

What do you think? That's my apartment by the way. I'm renting the place and I'm gonna have to leave soon. Gawd, if only those cracked walls could talk.

I'm too chicken shit to include the nude ones in this pictionary. Maybe next time. lol

Anyway, shout out to Dakota for bearing with me a few minutes ago at YM.

I'm gonna try sleeping now. I feel like I'm graduslly turninh into a zombie or something. Nighters.

Graduation

I am so gonna graduate! And I made it to the Dean's List! Whew. Surreal.

Yup. Finished the goddamn thesis the other day. I passed the bound copies yesterday. Gawd, after a century, I'm finally done with that research/production.

Anyway, graduation is in five days. I'm gonna wear this "obedient" long sleeved shirt I got from a store named Loalde. I refer to their stuff as affordable couture. They have reallt nice pieces there. But back to me. We're supposed to wear a tie with the shirt and I haven't decided yet which one to wear. I bought four.
What do you think? I'm really liking the plum one with the diamond pattern.

I'm gonna miss my friends terribly. I don't know what's ahead but whatever. What goes goes right? This is really it.