Saturday, January 28, 2006

I suck

Gawd, my posts suck. They're like, trash. No wonder why I don't get any comments. Well, I haven't been feeling right lately anyway, so whatever.
Home here. TV's on. And I have to settle for this humongous caveman-era laptop coz DSL's down due to some electrical sparks that occured this afternoon. Thank God that didn't start a big neighborhood fire.
Man, is it good to be here, sitting on the sofa, and having the whole living room to myself. Hello porn! Hahah... Kidding. So over that stage. Kidding again.
Anyway, today was okay. Watched a movie, Never Been Kissed, for the nth time. I wanted something light and wholesome, so it was a good choice. Then, this evening, my family, some relatives and I went to my late grandparents' house. God, I missed my grandpa. He passed away just last year. Memories of my childhood came flashing in my head. Oh well, those were the days.
Now I'm not really gonna spend the whole night typing here am I? So, wish me luck. I'm gonna go find some people to talk to in YM or anywhere else. Just really gotta talk to people. See, I don't wanna die of boredom again. So I'm gonna hunt down down some bitch to "converse" with or whatever.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Fuck it. I'm bored again.

What the hell is happening to me? This past days I've been nothing but bored. I'm soo out of things to do I wanna stab people walking along the streets. I actually wanna meet new friends today but I dunno how. Stupid? No, just a lil scared. I know, yeah yeah, I gotta take the risk if I really wanna do things. But...
Ugh! Fuck it. This is lame.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

if boredom can kill...

just got here 'coz of plain boredom. i'm proud of myself. at least i didn't watch porn or something just to kill time. this is more productive.
anyway, it's fucking 2 am and my head is throbbing. don't wanna sleep yet though. i wanna talk to people. i'm like a freaking vampire looking for blood in the middle of the day. i've been craving for a good conversation in the past three hours. but still no luck unitl now. next thing i know, i'm here.
whatever. i think i'm gonna call it a night in a while and drown myself in my own drool.