What the hell.
No new comments?
I wanna meet new friends here.
Guys, girls, gays, whatever.
Just mack me.
Ugh.
Yeah, yeah.
I know, this is not Friendster or Myspace.
This is a blogsite.
But meeting people through blogs is so much better than meeting them through dirty pictures, fake profiles and canned testimonials, right?
Anyway, I'm not gonna beg some more.
See you around people.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Friday, March 24, 2006
"Me Time"
Yesterday was a looong day. I did a ton of stuff. I woke up at like 8:30 AM and went to school after fixing myself. Had a class meeting and ate with a few friends. (This is boring, I know).
I really didn't know exactly what I would do yesterday but I was planning to have some quality time with myself. After running some errands I went to the mall to deal with schoolf stuff. Yes, I was working on thesis at the mall, I love it. I think I might have spent too much cash though. Whatever it was for "education" anyway.
I bought some stuff for my face after eating at McD's. I really have to take extra care of my skin or else my face is totally going apeshit. Gawd, my crust already looks awful, I don't need it to look worse.
Anyway, I'm so sick of my hair so I got a haircut. I actually already had one last week but the guy who cut my hair just didn't get what I want. So I went to a different salon this time; more expensive but the guys there are good.
Halfway through the haircut, I was loving how my hair was looking. But I think the stylist cut it too short by the time he was done. It's so stupid of me 'coz I didn't do anything. Ugh. I hate myself sometimes. It's like I wanna say something but I just can't do it. I dunno. Now, I look like a military drop-out. Okay, not really but I'm really not crazy about the shape of my head. I'm actually thinking of trimming the sides myself. Maybe later.
After the haircut, I went directly to this dermatology clinic just next door. My derma is currently out of the country so what the hell, might as well try somebody different. And now, I look like I have freckles because of the pricking. Great. But it's all good. I'm glad I was able to do something for myself. What's wrong with a little self-pampering right?
So there, I met up with my cousin at another mall last night after everything I did. We had dinner together. After that, I went to my place with very little money. I'm so poor right now, I swear.
This post is so boring. Even I 'm bored while I'm typing this.
I really didn't know exactly what I would do yesterday but I was planning to have some quality time with myself. After running some errands I went to the mall to deal with schoolf stuff. Yes, I was working on thesis at the mall, I love it. I think I might have spent too much cash though. Whatever it was for "education" anyway.
I bought some stuff for my face after eating at McD's. I really have to take extra care of my skin or else my face is totally going apeshit. Gawd, my crust already looks awful, I don't need it to look worse.
Anyway, I'm so sick of my hair so I got a haircut. I actually already had one last week but the guy who cut my hair just didn't get what I want. So I went to a different salon this time; more expensive but the guys there are good.
Halfway through the haircut, I was loving how my hair was looking. But I think the stylist cut it too short by the time he was done. It's so stupid of me 'coz I didn't do anything. Ugh. I hate myself sometimes. It's like I wanna say something but I just can't do it. I dunno. Now, I look like a military drop-out. Okay, not really but I'm really not crazy about the shape of my head. I'm actually thinking of trimming the sides myself. Maybe later.
After the haircut, I went directly to this dermatology clinic just next door. My derma is currently out of the country so what the hell, might as well try somebody different. And now, I look like I have freckles because of the pricking. Great. But it's all good. I'm glad I was able to do something for myself. What's wrong with a little self-pampering right?
So there, I met up with my cousin at another mall last night after everything I did. We had dinner together. After that, I went to my place with very little money. I'm so poor right now, I swear.
This post is so boring. Even I 'm bored while I'm typing this.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
I'm like, sick
Like always, it's been a decade since I last visited my blogsite. I am such a lazyfuck. Well, actually, I have a ton of excuses why I've been too busy to go here. Of course, as usual, school is the culprit. Ugh...
I am literally sick right now. Probably because of over fatigue. Man, am I battered. I'm feverish and this cough is annoying and it's fucking killing me, and my throat hurts really badly. I feel like I swallowed a sewing needle.
Anyway, I've been resting for the past two days after a week of bittersweet shit. Last week was a mix of good and bad.
Good:
1. My internship status is up by one level. Hopefully the progress will go full swing.
2. I had another hosting job + gained new knowledge about script writing.
3. Had a fun weekend with friends; an overnight out-of-town trip which probably gave me this awful condition. I swear, my health is nonexistent.
4. I was awarded with academic and non-acdemic honors. :)
I am literally sick right now. Probably because of over fatigue. Man, am I battered. I'm feverish and this cough is annoying and it's fucking killing me, and my throat hurts really badly. I feel like I swallowed a sewing needle.
Anyway, I've been resting for the past two days after a week of bittersweet shit. Last week was a mix of good and bad.
Good:
1. My internship status is up by one level. Hopefully the progress will go full swing.
2. I had another hosting job + gained new knowledge about script writing.
3. Had a fun weekend with friends; an overnight out-of-town trip which probably gave me this awful condition. I swear, my health is nonexistent.
4. I was awarded with academic and non-acdemic honors. :)
Pix during the weekend getaway:
Bad:
1. I first got sick two Sundays ago until Wednesday. And during this period I had to deal with a lot of school stuff, including final exams.
2. I screwed up one of my final exams.
3. I got totally broke.
4. Blackout.
Oh well, whatever. Tomorrow's another day. I hope I'm well by the morning. Ciao, ciao.
Friday, February 17, 2006
Sleepless
Oh god, I'm telling you. I need serious help. I am so deprived of sleep and rest, I swear I won't be surprised if I suddenly pass off in the middle of the street and get my guts squeezed out by an old, junky truck.
Before, I used to have six hours of sleep and I'd be happy with that. But these past two weeks, ugh, trying to sleep is like trying to keep a slut's vagina dry. It's horrible 'coz I'd be really cranky and weak all day, and then hyper at night. I guess my body clock did a 180.
Anyway last week was the worst. I think it was Monday night, technically ultra early morning of Tuesday. I tried sleeping at around 1:30 AM. My body was ready for a it but it's like my brain was noy cooperating. Like my mind was out of my control. I kept on thinking about stuff I didn't wanna think about. I swear at that time I really was considering to see a specialist.
So there I was, in my bed, my room all dark and all, and I was still awake at 2:30 AM. AND I HAVE AN 8:30 AM CLASS THE NEXT DAY! It was not until about 3:30 AM that I was actually finally able to get some much needed sleep. I had four hours of sleep that night and the night before that, I had I think 5. It's killing me.
I really need help. This insomniac is going to lose it anytime soon. I don't wanna wake up one morning and suddenly realize that I've been living in the pavement of the metro.
(On the hand, that'd be dirt-glam at its finest.)
Before, I used to have six hours of sleep and I'd be happy with that. But these past two weeks, ugh, trying to sleep is like trying to keep a slut's vagina dry. It's horrible 'coz I'd be really cranky and weak all day, and then hyper at night. I guess my body clock did a 180.
Anyway last week was the worst. I think it was Monday night, technically ultra early morning of Tuesday. I tried sleeping at around 1:30 AM. My body was ready for a it but it's like my brain was noy cooperating. Like my mind was out of my control. I kept on thinking about stuff I didn't wanna think about. I swear at that time I really was considering to see a specialist.
So there I was, in my bed, my room all dark and all, and I was still awake at 2:30 AM. AND I HAVE AN 8:30 AM CLASS THE NEXT DAY! It was not until about 3:30 AM that I was actually finally able to get some much needed sleep. I had four hours of sleep that night and the night before that, I had I think 5. It's killing me.
The next day I turned into a zombie.
I really need help. This insomniac is going to lose it anytime soon. I don't wanna wake up one morning and suddenly realize that I've been living in the pavement of the metro.
(On the hand, that'd be dirt-glam at its finest.)
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
I'm fucking dateless AGAIN
11:30 AM
Why do I even bother talking about this shit here? I don't know either.
Oh God. Today's V day. And while everybody else is busy thinking about their dates tonight, I'm here in this puny internet cafe with the lousy connection. I'm really trying hard not to think about, dates and love but I couldn't help it. A few hours ago I was talking to my fellow dateless friends about relationship stuff. Ugh, I hate it. I'm so good at talking about it but I suck at being at it OR getting one. Anyway, I'm planning to sleep the afternoon away. So loser-like right? Whatever, just hope I'll last this day without vomiting in public.
Why do I even bother talking about this shit here? I don't know either.
Oh God. Today's V day. And while everybody else is busy thinking about their dates tonight, I'm here in this puny internet cafe with the lousy connection. I'm really trying hard not to think about, dates and love but I couldn't help it. A few hours ago I was talking to my fellow dateless friends about relationship stuff. Ugh, I hate it. I'm so good at talking about it but I suck at being at it OR getting one. Anyway, I'm planning to sleep the afternoon away. So loser-like right? Whatever, just hope I'll last this day without vomiting in public.
Monday, February 13, 2006
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day- Just stab me already
Yesterday was a fun day. I had some quality time with my family. (Awww) I was pig too. God, did I eat a lot or what?! I had fries, mushroom and cheese burger, lots of chocolates and other gastronomic killers.
Watched Emily Rose. It's not that scary but it's an OK movie. I love the part inside the church where she did this contortioning number leaning extremely back with her left arm stretched out. Quite funny.
This morning I woke up at like, dawn, to get to school early. But to no avail. Wasn't able to attend first class. Dammit. Don't think I'm a slacker. I completed my weekend assignments. Hah!
Today is one of those days that I want to get killed or something.---I'm just exaggerating of course. It's just that I'm not feeling well, there's a ton of school stuff that I have to deal with, and tomorrow is V day. Gawd, I just wanna puke upon the fact that the next day's the day of "lewv." Well, I can't help it. I don't have a freaking date. Might just sleep the day away during free time. I dunno. Just hope I'll survive tomorrow. And yes, I'm just bitter. Am I a loser? I don't think so. Just really bad in the Love department.
Saturday, January 28, 2006
I suck
Gawd, my posts suck. They're like, trash. No wonder why I don't get any comments. Well, I haven't been feeling right lately anyway, so whatever.
Home here. TV's on. And I have to settle for this humongous caveman-era laptop coz DSL's down due to some electrical sparks that occured this afternoon. Thank God that didn't start a big neighborhood fire.
Man, is it good to be here, sitting on the sofa, and having the whole living room to myself. Hello porn! Hahah... Kidding. So over that stage. Kidding again.
Anyway, today was okay. Watched a movie, Never Been Kissed, for the nth time. I wanted something light and wholesome, so it was a good choice. Then, this evening, my family, some relatives and I went to my late grandparents' house. God, I missed my grandpa. He passed away just last year. Memories of my childhood came flashing in my head. Oh well, those were the days.
Now I'm not really gonna spend the whole night typing here am I? So, wish me luck. I'm gonna go find some people to talk to in YM or anywhere else. Just really gotta talk to people. See, I don't wanna die of boredom again. So I'm gonna hunt down down some bitch to "converse" with or whatever.
Man, is it good to be here, sitting on the sofa, and having the whole living room to myself. Hello porn! Hahah... Kidding. So over that stage. Kidding again.
Anyway, today was okay. Watched a movie, Never Been Kissed, for the nth time. I wanted something light and wholesome, so it was a good choice. Then, this evening, my family, some relatives and I went to my late grandparents' house. God, I missed my grandpa. He passed away just last year. Memories of my childhood came flashing in my head. Oh well, those were the days.
Now I'm not really gonna spend the whole night typing here am I? So, wish me luck. I'm gonna go find some people to talk to in YM or anywhere else. Just really gotta talk to people. See, I don't wanna die of boredom again. So I'm gonna hunt down down some bitch to "converse" with or whatever.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Fuck it. I'm bored again.
What the hell is happening to me? This past days I've been nothing but bored. I'm soo out of things to do I wanna stab people walking along the streets. I actually wanna meet new friends today but I dunno how. Stupid? No, just a lil scared. I know, yeah yeah, I gotta take the risk if I really wanna do things. But...
Ugh! Fuck it. This is lame.
Ugh! Fuck it. This is lame.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
if boredom can kill...
whoah.
just got here 'coz of plain boredom. i'm proud of myself. at least i didn't watch porn or something just to kill time. this is more productive.
anyway, it's fucking 2 am and my head is throbbing. don't wanna sleep yet though. i wanna talk to people. i'm like a freaking vampire looking for blood in the middle of the day. i've been craving for a good conversation in the past three hours. but still no luck unitl now. next thing i know, i'm here.
whatever. i think i'm gonna call it a night in a while and drown myself in my own drool.
just got here 'coz of plain boredom. i'm proud of myself. at least i didn't watch porn or something just to kill time. this is more productive.
anyway, it's fucking 2 am and my head is throbbing. don't wanna sleep yet though. i wanna talk to people. i'm like a freaking vampire looking for blood in the middle of the day. i've been craving for a good conversation in the past three hours. but still no luck unitl now. next thing i know, i'm here.
whatever. i think i'm gonna call it a night in a while and drown myself in my own drool.
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